Oh my gosh, I am in love, it is such a pretty song about such an important topic to so many people..
If You knew - by Joel Faviere
Mommy There's this GirlMommy there’s this girlMommy There's this Girl by ~ariacokanola
I think she may be like me
She’s in my every waking thought
She’s in my every dream
She tells me I’m not worth it
That I deserve to die
Mommy, make her go away
She makes me want to cry
Mommy, she’s so ugly
Barred claws and snarling teeth
She takes up all the space around me
Making it hard to breath
She jumps at my weaknesses
She plays at all my flaws
And mommy, there’s so many
Every thought gives her a cause
Mommy I can’t do it
I can’t compete with this girl
I give into all her taunting
I give her complete control
She drives me with such sluggish force
So closely to
Ana's Image‘Fatty, you don’t need that.’Ana's Image by ~ariacokanola
Ana screams in my ear
Blocking everything out,
She is all I can hear.
The hunger in my stomach
Is nothing compared to the hunger in my soul,
To be bone thin,
To finally be beautiful.
Lay up at night,
Staring at the wall
‘Get off your fat ass and do something’
Ana, please, leave me alone!
Try to break away,
But your grip is so strong,
Proof this disease doesn’t really weaken you at all.
Peeling off layers of fat,
Until I stand, yellowed bones are all that’s left,
Ana, please give me an answer;
Am I perfect yet?
Words HurtA broken record in my mindWords Hurt by ~ariacokanola
These same words replaying on rewind
Glitching and skipping over the good
Making sure the bad, is all that’s understood.
Forcing me to listen,
So close I can’t cover my ears,
Beaten to submission
I’m suddenly face to face with all my fears.
Notice me bleeding,
I lay so cold on the stark white floor,
Thick, dark, red coating innocence so pure.
Words hurt more than you can tell,
People will do anything
To reach and cut out these splinters of hell.
stargazersShe lives in a river of stars, intricately weaved into the eyes of Edenstargazers by ~RoseScarlet
the way his roses find beauty in her bramble-berry eyes
watching the sun sink into the ocean
waiting for the night sky
I will always remember him, eyes dancing, hiding her broken heart
Rainwater, hurricanes of lonely gray spilling onto the cloudy sidewalk. The stars are gone tonight.
WeedsI can hear the voices of the damnedWeeds by ~CrimsonShards
Chanting my life in my ear
Mistake, Mistake they whisper and hiss
Why the hell am I hear?
If all I am is a mistake
A weed in life's colorful garden
A thorn in the blameless side
Why don't they take me out?
I'm not as strong as Mistletoe
And I don't look like a pretty yellow flower
You can't blow my seeds on the winds of a wish
So why do the need me to stay?
To cut my roots until I bleed
To let them grow back, it never fails
Just keep the torture growing fast
Why can't the let me be?
I may not be a perfect rose
Beauty is not in my blackened roots
I may not be as strong as a lily
But still, can't I live?
ForgetI bleed for every word they sayForget by ~TheMurmursOfDawn
I wonder if they will ever see
The scars fading from yesterday
And all their words have done to me
They call me ugly, judge my skin
Imperfections out in plain sight
I'm giving up, they may win
They have no idea how hard I fight
What if I decided I had enough
They woke up and went to class
But that girl that "no one loved"
Was gone but no one asked
But there still sat an empty chair
As the week slowly dragged bye
Finally they asked why that girl wasn't there
The teacher held back tears and told them she died
They would look around in shock
Misty eyed in disbelief
The innocent girl they used to mock
Cinders and SmokeAll the lines grow aroundCinders and Smoke by ~B-U-Ts
In the spacing of time
It's all tied up and bound
Written line after line
As the lines become cracks
And the pieces all fall
The holes all fill with black
And you rebuild your walls
Once you're broken you're broke
And there's no turning back
At the end of a rope
On a dirt trodden track
With the scars on your heart
And your heart on your sleeve
All the tearing apart
Was all torn to be seen
With the words of the end
Leaving marks on your skin
Every loved and lost friend
Breaks a part deep within
As the crevices build
And you break deep inside
All the pain that can't heal
Can't be seen by the eye